i miss him so, so, so, so much. i can’t even say how much i miss him. he is trying really hard to get better and healthier and i am really proud of him. i’m not ready to erase him from my life, though. i don’t feel like it’s time to do that. but it sucks going around and deleting pictures, changing wallpapers, rewording lists, changing status, things like that. like all of a sudden i’m not supposed to love him anymore. i still care about him and it will take a long time before i’m not reminded of him by nearly everything. heh, it’s so hard. this is so hard…

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