my jeans do not fit me. That kind of sucks because I hate shopping for pants. Maybe I should just gain all the weight back. Or not.John’s been bugging me a lot about wasting away to nothing. I’m not starving myself. I’m not trying to lose weight. I just haven’t had much of an appetite recently. And when I am hungry, I try to eat more fruits and vegetables and cheese and peanut butter and stuff. I don’t know, getting thin and buying new clothes feels like the least of my worries right now. And that’s okay.