Here I am, sitting at home alone, watching way too much tv, feeling really lonely, wishing for so many things, waiting until I’m tired enough to go to sleep and maybe a phone call before then…

I feel like some part of me has died in the last few months of being here. I don’t know what part exactly but I don’t feel like the same person that came here ten and a half months ago. I am at a point where I don’t care what lessons there are to be learned right now, I just need to get out of this season of life as soon as possible. Even though I still don’t know what’s coming after, which is really stressful. I’m hoping to know, or have a better idea at least, by next week… Sigh… Only 30-ish days.

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